So Last night, I wanted to go out and enjoy dancing, I got ready, showered, dressed, fixed my hair. I felt very pretty, went to the club, got a table, Had a cherry coke, and waited for my friends to arrive.
I enjoyed a few waltzes and a couple of line dances. Untill this guy came up to me and told me just exactly how fat and unattractive I was. Not only did he continue to cut me down but then his buddy thinkng it was funny jummped on the wagon. Nothing I said would make them stop and I deided to leave.
I came home and spent the night crying. But this morning. is different.
How dare they judge me, how dare they make fun of me. Who are they to cast the first stone. I am sure they are not perfect by any standards. It is not my place to judge nor to understand the thoughts and feelings of other.
One told me that I needed to get off my A@@ more and stop eating twinkies.
They judged me before they knew the story. Before they know what I had gone through. THey judge me before they understand the work I put into everything each and every day.
I ask my self why am I doing this challenge? What makes it so special?
I do it for me, the person I know that is inside waiting to come out. I do it for all the over weight women in the world who wish they had the courage to do something about it. I do it for every fat kid that thinks they cant be thin. I do it for myself, not for you, or some guy that makes fun of me.
Remember as you do your own personal challenge that you are a beautiful person. you bring that beauty into a room when you walk in. Its not about your hair or makeup. Its not about how thin you are. Its about loving and being comfortable in your skin. Its about accepting YOU, before others can do the same. Each and everyone of us is beautiful, we all have something special to offer. I want each of us to look inside this next week and show the world just exactly how special we are.
xoxoxo
me
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